Chris Colfer for The Trevor Project - It Gets Better from The Trevor Project on Vimeo.
If the above doesn't represent your situation but the desperate feeling is still a part of your life, call 1-800-273-TALK (8255) to reach someone who cares and who will help.
It gets better! There are people who want to help, people who care, people who understand.
Added on 10/15/2010:
Thank you Joel!!